muse
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
last written on: 2:44 PM ♥
its the 25th.... so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRIS DEAR!!! <3 <3
that being said,
im in an exceptional good mood most of the days after the passing of the O'20th.
even more so after 2101 and 2219's exams are down, albeit the fact that i already know that i have made mistakes but whatever. life doesn't revolve around marks only.
late night talks are happening more and more now that i finally have some time for myself.
and i guess its partially because im about to fly to the land of kimchis for like 3 months.
and sometimes that thought scares me.
sure, i keep saying that im going there for intern and blablabla
but when i actually come to terms with it, and think that im going to be away from everything familiar for 3 months, i cant help but not feel ready for it.
then again, when is anyone ever ready for anything.
time to grow up. time to grow up regina.
time to be more independent.
and recently, ive been asking a friend this question.
what do you want out of (something)? place it in context it works anywhere.
and then someone else asked the same question to me.
and i dont know.
life.
its so easy to ask questions because you know that you have the solution once you've answered it.
but how easy is it to come up with a truthful answer that is reflective of reality.
so i kept silent.