although the last few days of 2011 seen sleepless nights and troubles im glad that the end of 2011 taught me stuff and made me realise things.
that your attitude towards many things determine the outcome and sometimes although you have the ability, definitely, to rebuke and win a conversation, winning is not anything at all. when you lose something in return. i maintain my stand, but im willing to hold back, to step back, to preserve and protect what i want to continue having.
19 in 2011, it feels like i muddled through my last teenage year. feels like a very bland year and yet i know that many things happened that left a very deep and dark scar on me, that left me crying though countless nights and then picking and assembling myself together again. ive seen friends that come, friends that go, people who used to matter but not anymore. at the same time ive gained alot, experienced more, stepped out of my comfort zone and now i feel like ive aged 20 years in a single year ._.
that being said, my new year's eve was spent with my family and close friends idk how we started eating at 10pm with a table laden with glorious food that no one could finish and i watched soda's performance on taiwan's new year countdown performance<33
htht till the morning before breakkie at 7am ^^ love you guys, you know who you are.
with the start of the new year, here comes the yearly resolution that no one manages to keep!
#1. review every year's resolution and see how many ticks i can put onto the list, starting from this year #2. stay true to myself #3. be a more understanding and cheerful girl :) #4. love my family, my friends and everyone who matters, a little more. a little more each time. #5. stay healthy! stop drinking so much cola and bbt, no more irregular meals! #6. always be more hardworking, cos i know i can accomplish so much more #7. to continue whatever that i started and persevere, with a perfectionist mindset #8. to always keep positivity with me and never not believe #9. look back with no regrets no matter bad or good. #10. self-actualization. heh heh.
and may 2012 be a peaceful year, filled with love <3
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regina
EDS
CLIQUE 15
HYTS and OB
C5
<3 love...
chocolates, sleep, dramas, basically food, books
singing, singing, singing
drama, niaow-ing ppl
aircon, moisturizers, perfumes, my handphone.
my bed, room, the dark.
SODAGREEN!!
dbsk suju
wishlist
more songs
grades
more books
travel
continue with korean class