just grab my hand and run
Saturday, February 28, 2009
last written on: 11:56 PM ♥
sometimes i feel like running away
to a cold country where i can twirl around in the pool of leaves on the ground
of which is quite dumb now that i think about it.
because im not unrealistic and impractical or sth.
still one of my fav hobby.. is to lie in bed in my cold cold room and watch through my red day curtains, the clouds outside [which is damn hard to spot due to building obstruction]
and i can spend the whole day doing that. feel comfy, think about stuff, doze off etc.
i sometimes feel that i waste alot of my time
but whatever. im happy so that does it alright.
i am mad, i do things that make me feel happy even if the cost might be a lil high.
i am weird, because i dont know what im really like.
actually i think i have a pretty good grasp of my own character lols.
just that on some random times, my emotions catch me before i catch myself.
yeah.
and im not fierce.
nor am i dao or arrogant. dont say that.
:D
i love white. and i love sodagreen.
maybe im trying to find a space to nick myself into.
so that i would feel secure.
maybe thats why i always think about what would life be like..
if im lahdedah. like you know, if i go to china and see mountain kids i'd be..
what is it like to follow mummiekins up to the tourist attraction and twirl around in my pretty tribal costume and sell them stuff.
I AM JUST THINKING ABOUT RANDOM STUFF
YOU CAN IGNORE THIS POST IF YOU WANT TO
but im serious about the i am not fierce nor arrogant and dao thing-y.and im half-serious about the running away part too
if only someone would push me too. or run with me.
okay maybe not.. thats just a random stray thought you know.. like my china kids thoughts.
heh.