as we were tearing down the hall today it just seemed weird a nagging feeling behind my back that i just cant understand.
just yesterday it had been booming with activities. cooking demonstrations nick shen talking running after kids who looked lost [albeit the fact that i dont really like kids] having this annoying emcee yelling into the mic "ladeees and genyalllman~" umm.. people crowding at my area to look at energy. placing books back etcetc. looking forward to mealbreaks and going to the toilet hahahaa. having the aircon on at fullblast and bright lights that makes everything look happy. kinda..
and then i go back home to sleep and the next thing i know when i step in the whole setting just changes and everything turns gloomy. no more many many people. no more nick shen talking. i mean.. he's always talking when im working. no more bright lights and the books just dont look happy to me anymore.
just when i went to this shelf to pack the books it occurred to me that im back in my department the oh so familiar department i practically know where every book is. and within a few minutes shelves are gone leaving behind an empty space
it was like the fest ceased to exist. when we disappear would the feeling be like this too? like.. we made no impacts. no changes to the world and unfeelingly the world would leave no traces of us like we never lived.
OKAY im turning crankily weird. maybe its because of work hahahahahhaha. but whatever im free. im super sorry you guys umm.. get a little insight of the bookfest in a weird way. im thinking waaaay too much again.
anyway it was fun working with everyone.. natalie, swing, bendemeer, the tj guy, bitch 1 who turned nice, ultimate shit bitch 2, angel 3 and goddess 4. umm. yeah! =D amongst many many people i recognise but duno the name lols. thanks for giving me this experience. i will never try it again!! hahahahaha.
`and its back to slacking at home teehee.
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singing, singing, singing
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