hurt
Saturday, September 02, 2006
last written on: 10:41 PM ♥
yeah im getting myself hurt AGAIN and AGAIN.
im making the wrong friends i feel.
i think the only thing that can make me feel lousy is making a wrong friend
you made me feel terribly outright downright whatever right lousy
i cannot stand the way you view fame more impt than true friends
i can bet you that fame will die but true friends will stay by you
you chose fame and i can do nothing about it.
you are so superficial i have nothing to say
all i can do is support your decision and leave you quietly
dont you remember the happy times we had last year?
when we were always together and laughing and chatting?
does fame blind you so that you forgot all these great times?
maybe i am just seeking a true friend in the wrong place
so, bye i guess
im happy with jess, siyun and zona. not to mention ben and my classmates
and mel too.
i guess you are happy with your superficial friends and fame.
dont tell me we din try to include you.
i asked you out with us, you din want to. aint my prob
we asked you out for si's bday you din want to as well. aint my prob
its like you are excluding us out of your life, then coming around and telling us that we are not including you
is it our fault that you do not want to go out with us
is it our fault that you chose your own path
is it our fault that you want to make superficial friends
its not.
you choose your own way and as friends we support you even if we dont like what you are doing.
i leave you because that is what you want.
i leave you because you want to choose your own friends and old friendship does not stand anymore
its hurting to me that things have come this way.
dont think i dont feel the pain.